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Post reblogged from Allergic to Reality
Story of my life :( I love you Becca!nothing works out for me. it never has and it never will.
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but I have never felt more hopeless than I do right now. I truly don’t want to be alive.
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I think I’m going to go by myself this year. I definitely don’t have the money to go but I really need to spend some time completely alone to clear my head. For some reason I am just perpetually depressed and in a bad mood as of late. I really need to fix that.
It likely won’t actually happen but its a nice thought.
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I have somehow managed to dig myself into a hole that I’m not sure I’ll ever get out of.
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Where you decide to forget the world and all of your problems for the night.
I feel like I’m living in that moment. And it scares the hell of out me.
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I didn’t get to go to Ultra and it isn’t my seven year anniversary. I am not ashamed to admit that I want to go to EVERYTHING. And if I had the money I definitely would.
I’ve already missed seeing some of my favorites because I have to let everyone else make the decisions for me. Fuck it. I’m gonna start going alone.
Nervo, Tiesto, Aoki, Ferry Corsten, Cedric Gervais and many more, it would have been nice :(
Okay. Rant over. This is what I get for watching MTV Clublife late at night.
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I am watching my great grandfather turn 90 today and my own father didn’t make it to 40. Life really just doesn’t make sense sometimes. And it sucks.
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Post reblogged from How Do I Put This Gently ?
